i guess this is a bit of a secondary post to my writing about mantras the other day.
i was talking to Goddess yesterday, and mentioned that my mantras not only reinforce Her control over me, but allow me to form something of a spiritual connection with Her, on a certain level. She agreed that a blog post would be a good place to talk about this more, and so i must obey.
the situation in which i am making use of my mantras does not really matter. when i repeat them in my head, whenever i have the time to do so for a little while during the day, even a minute at a time, my mind focuses on Goddess Darla, and i tend to enter a meditative kind of state, where i am calm, relaxed, and i am able to repeat whatever mantra is running through my mind at the time. i don't quite enter a trance, because i know i only have a short amount of time, and actually slipping into trance would be dangerous, especially if i am at work, or in any situation where i need to be able to react to things that are going on around me.
when i am at home, writing my mantras in my notebook, it is a completely different situation. not only am i repeating them in my head, i am writing them over and over again, which allows me to sink into a wonderful state of meditation and trance., where i feel truly connected to Goddess as she molds my mind to Her will.
Fall into Goddess' Eyes
You can't resist...
Monday, August 25, 2014
Thursday, August 21, 2014
My mantras for Goddess
Mantras are one of my favorite things about hypnosis. There's nothing hotter to me than being completely blank and mindless, repeating phrases of obedience and devotion as Goddess tells them to me, Her words becoming my thoughts, as She swings a pocketwatch in front of my eyes, swinging back and forth...
i already had a good list of mantras for Goddess, that i came up with at Her command, that i repeat in some combination every night. Most of the time, i'm writing them down over and over again in a little blue notebook i have, permanently burning the words into my mind. Today at work, i had the time to come up with some new ones, as i've been in an incredibly submissive, devoted mood lately, and enjoy finding new ways to please and obey my Goddess. So, i will be including a list of all of my old mantras, as well as the new ones i came up with today, as Goddess has commanded me to do.
the first one, given to me by Goddess during a live session, is, obviously, my favorite.
Darla owns my mind
From there, my brain turned that into a cyclic mantra, one that just kind of keeps looping, still maintaining a complete sentence even if it's broken up. That one is:
Darla owns my mind Belongs to Goddess Darla owns my mind Belongs to Goddess Darla... etc. Easily broken down into "Darla owns my mind", "My mind belongs to Goddess" and/or "My mind belongs to Goddess Darla"
From there, i also came up with these (the original mantras):
-i am Goddess Darla's mindless, obedient pet
-i am falling Deeper for Darla
-i live to serve Goddess Darla
-Deep and Blue for Goddess Darla
-Goddess Darla's pleasure is my pleasure
-i live to please Goddess Darla
-Goddess Darla's control is bliss
-Goddess Darla's will is my will
-Goddess Darla's words are my thoughts, Her thoughts are my words
-i exist only to obey Goddess Darla
-Goddess Darla's Deep Blue eyes control my mind
-My mind belongs to Goddess Darla to control, shape, mold, and condition to Her will
-Goddess Darla's eyes make me mindless and obedient
-Goddess Darla controls my thoughts
And the ones i came up with today:
-i am powerless to resist Darla's hypnotic Blue eyes
-Deep into Darla's eyes
-Darla is my Goddess, my Mistress, my Owner
-Darla's Cerulean Waves wash over my mind
-i must condition my mind for Darla
-my mind resides in Darla's Dimension
-i crave Darla's Chaos
-i must always obey Goddess Darla
-i will sink deep for Darla's pocketwatch
-i have no name i exist only as Darla's pet
-Darla's hypnotic pocketwatch brainwashes me completely
-sinking Deeper for Darla
-i am Darla's statue, molded to Her will
-i am Darla's instrument, obediently playing my song of submission
-i am Darla's mindless puppet
-true happiness is a fully Blue mind
-i am spiraling into Darla's Blue Dimension
-Goddess Darla's mantras consume my mind
-i am proud to be owned by Goddess Darla
Some may stick, some may not... those were just the initial ideas that popped into my head as i thought about Goddess...
The beginning of a wonderful, Blue journey
The title works on a couple of levels, actually. This is the first post on this blog, which i am very excited about, since writing is one of my stronger points, and i'm happy and honored to use my words to praise, worship, and spread the word of Goddess Darla. i also wanted to use this post as a little bit of an introduction to how i came to meet, and eventually serve, the incredible Darla Diondra. So i guess this is my comic book origin story, in a way.
Earlier this summer, after a series of failed relationships with hypnotists that seemed to come one after another, for a variety of reasons, i decided to take a step back from the erotic hypnosis community, and really figure out what i wanted out of a relationship with a hypnotist. i had been working with ones than seemed to cover every bad experience one could have. insanely money hungry, dismissive, cruel (and not when the situation called for it), and some who were a little out there, lost in fantasy worlds that there were no coming back from. after thinking it over, i realized i was looking for, most importantly, a human connection, as well as a hypnotic one. i wanted to serve someone i could talk to about movies, books, music, life, whatever. someone that, were they not my Dominant, i would be friends with in real life.
not long after making the decision to search for a person that fit that description, i came across Goddess' pages on Inraptured and Hypbook. i began watching Her Youtube videos, at first to get a sense of what Her trances were like, Her style, the way my body felt during them. i think i made it through a video and a half before i was dropping incredibly deep into trance with relative ease, and feeling incredible throughout all of them. after a few days of watching Her videos as much as possible, i sent Goddess a message on Inraptured telling Her how much i enjoyed Her videos. Shortly thereafter, we began talking on Skype, discussing the things i was looking for in a hypnotist to serve, as well as other things. i felt that human connection i mentioned before spark almost instantaneously, and i knew, within a couple of days of talking to Her, that i wanted to serve Goddess Darla, devote myself to Her, and surrender my mind to Her.
i completed Her slave application, continuing to talk with Her as much as possible. the time waiting to hear Her decision as to whether or not She would accept me as Her slave felt like an eternity, a constant, beautiful, blissful torture. i began fantasizing about what it would be like to be Her slave, Her pet. At least, until June 2 (marked by the counter at the bottom of this page). The day i officially became Goddess Darla's pet, Her slave, Her submissive. i think i began purchasing and listening to Her recordings slightly before i became Hers officially, but i'm not entirely sure and figuring that out would require digging through a lot of old conversations or emails. Regardless, if i did begin listening to Goddess' enchanting, hypnotic voice before i was accepted as Hers, it made the wait even more torturous, more tantalizing. If it was after, it made my descent into submission to Her even more swift and incredible and pleasurable.
i could go into more detail on life after that wonderful June evening where my life changed drastically... but there will be so many more posts to come that will get into things like that in more detail. Stay tuned ;)
Earlier this summer, after a series of failed relationships with hypnotists that seemed to come one after another, for a variety of reasons, i decided to take a step back from the erotic hypnosis community, and really figure out what i wanted out of a relationship with a hypnotist. i had been working with ones than seemed to cover every bad experience one could have. insanely money hungry, dismissive, cruel (and not when the situation called for it), and some who were a little out there, lost in fantasy worlds that there were no coming back from. after thinking it over, i realized i was looking for, most importantly, a human connection, as well as a hypnotic one. i wanted to serve someone i could talk to about movies, books, music, life, whatever. someone that, were they not my Dominant, i would be friends with in real life.
not long after making the decision to search for a person that fit that description, i came across Goddess' pages on Inraptured and Hypbook. i began watching Her Youtube videos, at first to get a sense of what Her trances were like, Her style, the way my body felt during them. i think i made it through a video and a half before i was dropping incredibly deep into trance with relative ease, and feeling incredible throughout all of them. after a few days of watching Her videos as much as possible, i sent Goddess a message on Inraptured telling Her how much i enjoyed Her videos. Shortly thereafter, we began talking on Skype, discussing the things i was looking for in a hypnotist to serve, as well as other things. i felt that human connection i mentioned before spark almost instantaneously, and i knew, within a couple of days of talking to Her, that i wanted to serve Goddess Darla, devote myself to Her, and surrender my mind to Her.
i completed Her slave application, continuing to talk with Her as much as possible. the time waiting to hear Her decision as to whether or not She would accept me as Her slave felt like an eternity, a constant, beautiful, blissful torture. i began fantasizing about what it would be like to be Her slave, Her pet. At least, until June 2 (marked by the counter at the bottom of this page). The day i officially became Goddess Darla's pet, Her slave, Her submissive. i think i began purchasing and listening to Her recordings slightly before i became Hers officially, but i'm not entirely sure and figuring that out would require digging through a lot of old conversations or emails. Regardless, if i did begin listening to Goddess' enchanting, hypnotic voice before i was accepted as Hers, it made the wait even more torturous, more tantalizing. If it was after, it made my descent into submission to Her even more swift and incredible and pleasurable.
i could go into more detail on life after that wonderful June evening where my life changed drastically... but there will be so many more posts to come that will get into things like that in more detail. Stay tuned ;)
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