The title works on a couple of levels, actually. This is the first post on this blog, which i am very excited about, since writing is one of my stronger points, and i'm happy and honored to use my words to praise, worship, and spread the word of Goddess Darla. i also wanted to use this post as a little bit of an introduction to how i came to meet, and eventually serve, the incredible Darla Diondra. So i guess this is my comic book origin story, in a way.
Earlier this summer, after a series of failed relationships with hypnotists that seemed to come one after another, for a variety of reasons, i decided to take a step back from the erotic hypnosis community, and really figure out what i wanted out of a relationship with a hypnotist. i had been working with ones than seemed to cover every bad experience one could have. insanely money hungry, dismissive, cruel (and not when the situation called for it), and some who were a little out there, lost in fantasy worlds that there were no coming back from. after thinking it over, i realized i was looking for, most importantly, a human connection, as well as a hypnotic one. i wanted to serve someone i could talk to about movies, books, music, life, whatever. someone that, were they not my Dominant, i would be friends with in real life.
not long after making the decision to search for a person that fit that description, i came across Goddess' pages on Inraptured and Hypbook. i began watching Her Youtube videos, at first to get a sense of what Her trances were like, Her style, the way my body felt during them. i think i made it through a video and a half before i was dropping incredibly deep into trance with relative ease, and feeling incredible throughout all of them. after a few days of watching Her videos as much as possible, i sent Goddess a message on Inraptured telling Her how much i enjoyed Her videos. Shortly thereafter, we began talking on Skype, discussing the things i was looking for in a hypnotist to serve, as well as other things. i felt that human connection i mentioned before spark almost instantaneously, and i knew, within a couple of days of talking to Her, that i wanted to serve Goddess Darla, devote myself to Her, and surrender my mind to Her.
i completed Her slave application, continuing to talk with Her as much as possible. the time waiting to hear Her decision as to whether or not She would accept me as Her slave felt like an eternity, a constant, beautiful, blissful torture. i began fantasizing about what it would be like to be Her slave, Her pet. At least, until June 2 (marked by the counter at the bottom of this page). The day i officially became Goddess Darla's pet, Her slave, Her submissive. i think i began purchasing and listening to Her recordings slightly before i became Hers officially, but i'm not entirely sure and figuring that out would require digging through a lot of old conversations or emails. Regardless, if i did begin listening to Goddess' enchanting, hypnotic voice before i was accepted as Hers, it made the wait even more torturous, more tantalizing. If it was after, it made my descent into submission to Her even more swift and incredible and pleasurable.
i could go into more detail on life after that wonderful June evening where my life changed drastically... but there will be so many more posts to come that will get into things like that in more detail. Stay tuned ;)
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