Forming a connection

i guess this is a bit of a secondary post to my writing about mantras the other day.

i was talking to Goddess yesterday, and mentioned that my mantras not only reinforce Her control over me, but allow me to form something of a spiritual connection with Her, on a certain level. She agreed that a blog post would be a good place to talk about this more, and so i must obey.

the situation in which i am making use of my mantras does not really matter. when i repeat them in my head, whenever i have the time to do so for a little while during the day, even a minute at a time, my mind focuses on Goddess Darla, and i tend to enter a meditative kind of state, where i am calm, relaxed, and i am able to repeat whatever mantra is running through my mind at the time. i don't quite enter a trance, because i know i only have a short amount of time, and actually slipping into trance would be dangerous, especially if i am at work, or in any situation where i need to be able to react to things that are going on around me.

when i am at home, writing my mantras in my notebook, it is a completely different situation. not only am i repeating them in my head, i am writing them over and over again, which allows me to sink into a wonderful state of meditation and trance., where i feel truly connected to Goddess as she molds my mind to Her will.